[they are very polite, yes. that's fine, because lup is busy shoving her hair into a beanie. her... lava hair, that she hates. she's also wearing emet's robes, don't worry about it.
she opens the door, and then immediately makes an annoyed sound as her hair slowly melts down out of the hat.]
[ they. watch this for a second, taking a step forward towards her. aquila is sporting a pair of large, pitch black wings coming out of their back with these monstery transformations - as they raise their hands, it also becomes clear they're not wearing gloves, their fingers and hands encompassed by black shadows, and sharpened to pointed claws. ]
...Y'know, there's a saying about people who say things, and then those things immediately happen...
anyway they, thankfully, immediately catch onto that. frowning, they edge into the room, gently pushing her back in, reaching to pull the door shut behind them. when they speak, their voice softens immediately, with a gentle urgency to it. ]
You want it hidden, right? Let's find a way to get it hidden. I've got you.
[ they reach up for her hands, if she'll let them take them to pull them away from near her the hat. even shadowy, theirs are still cold. ]
[she goes very, very tense, when they reach to take her hands, because they are bones. like, she doesn't move at all, or anything, because her brain gives her like two conflicting orders that are let someone help and yank your hands away as fast as possible and she just gets stuck.]
they. just move their hands, up a little, to take them. they don't even hesitate to bridge the gap when she tenses, and they just step a little closer. the black wings at their back, which had been tucked close to their back fan outwards immediately, as if to block out prying eyes, to block out light.
they don't go any further to pull her hands away. instead, they just stay like that for a second, shadowy black palms against pale white bone, but the softness in that voice comes with conviction, too. ]
[she was doing fine with ignoring it before. she just didn't look. she had her freakout in the morning, and then she calmed down, and handled it. nobody touch, nobody look.
she's - embarrassed. nothing scares lup, nothing ever has. but she still has nightmares about the thing that made her this way, and when it manifests, it's a nauseating mix of horror and shame. it's alright, they say, and they're still mostly a stranger, and she mostly just feels like crawling under the bed and never coming back out again.
there's no control in this. there never is, in these games.]
[ they just stay like that for the moment, holding on but not moving, not pushing any further. the wings at their back curl a bit. ]
Mm. [ the noise is quiet, agreeing. ] Situation's not. This, the hotel's - the shitty way it does stuff like this, that's fucking not.
[ the words come with a little less bite than their usual swears, but that quietly fierce intensity doesn't leave them. there's heat to it, like they're a little angry, but it's not with her. ]
... but you are. [ alright. ] This -- [ they don't let go, but their thumb sweeps briefly across one of her palms. ] --is temporary. It's just a stupid, cruel way to try and make you suffer. That doesn't mean it's you.
she drags in a breath, finally, and struggles, between letting them see the emotional insecurity and trying to be cool. this is hard, for her. but she doesn't pull away, and she doesn't try to move, because not being connected somewhere is worse. she shudders, involuntary, when they brush a thumb across her palm, and looks away.]
Right. [she says, finally.] No, I - know that.
[she can't quite show a blush like this, but the way her ears are pressed back and the way she can't meet their gaze probably gets across the impression that she's embarrassed by losing her cool.]
[ there's that quiet, insistent worry again, maybe even more so as she takes a deep breath and as she shudders, but they don't let go. too bad you finished that emotional vulnerability task already, huh?
she can see their veil shift a bit - they're looking up, maybe, but it returns back to its normal position, and they just stay that way, holding her hands gently in theirs, not faltering even an inch. something stable.
and with a little wryness, they say - ] I woke up this morning and thought I was losing my mind. Nearly stabbed myself with these on accident. [ a gentle click of the claws together. ] And that's just my reaction, let alone someone who's been through it already the way you were.
[ that temporary lightness there fades, though, and more solemnly and seriously: ]
... You want me to forget it, I'll forget everything second I leave this room. I'm pretty good at that. [ they say, and then, a little more - it's not quite hesitant, but a little tentative, like they're trying to find the right thing to say. ] ... but until then, will you let me help you?
they... huff, and after a moment, release her hands, letting her take them back if she'd like. something across their wings ripples, a strange, shivery motion, but they let it go, and reach into their sleeve, feeling around for something in the hammerspace.
maybe most noticeable of anything, is that they are not as jokey as usual, either. they seem a little - not angry, but frustrated under all of that worry, somewhere.
eventually, though, they come out with... a scarf! it's pretty, a dark blue color embroidered with stars, and they stay mostly quiet as they come back over and move to stand behind lup. she'll hear their wings flutter a bit so they hover off the ground enough that they can get a little height advantage and get to work helping to pull back her lava hair.
and it's a long moment before they speak again, but when they do, it's very quietly. ]
... Your question the other day. [ ... ] We've got a lot in common.
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[oh, that is pretty, though. she doesn't protest, just keeps her eyes closed for a long moment. she's got her hands pulled to her chest, hidden under the robes, and she's running through all of her memories, all the ones that keep her stable.
her hair being out of her face helps. for the first time in a while, not being touched helps. if she doesn't have to look, she forgets it's there. that's the only way to get through this week.]
... I gotta be honest, I don't remember the question. [she says, finally.]
[ they hesitate for a moment, as they're carefully combing their clawed fingers through the lava, pulling it back - working with it like the liquid it is, creating a container with the scarf to more or less pour it into.
there's a few more beats of quiet before: ]
... You asked me if I was dead. Figured, the least I could do is answer. [ no jokeyness about the third date, either. ] I am.
's not the same experience, but I - [ a brief pause, here, as they're pulling the makeshift hair lava turban scarf up carefully. ] ... you're not alone. 's all.
[ they agree, quieter. the light from the lava flickers a bit across their veil as they are tying the knot on the little scarf to make sure nothing escapes - she can catch a glint of their eyes, light refracting briefly across. ]
Lup, I -
[ ... they stop themselves, after that, and then shake their head, tying the knot. she has something like this now, but starrier. ]
... There's something else, too, but I don't think I can tell you that yet. Maybe another time.
[ as they land back down gently on one foot, they reach into their sleeve, and pull out something else - a pair of white gloves. ] Here.
Yeah - yeah. [ they - laugh, a little, a huff, and duck their head, shaking it. ]
I will. I promise. [ a beat. ] Lemme know if you want to borrow any more clothes.
[ they seem a little less vibratey now too, as lup is starting to come down just a little. the wings at their back come down a bit, and they're able to return that little lightness with some levity of their own.
...anyway: ]
... You wanted to ask me about something, right? We can talk business, if you want.
I'm... no, I'm okay. [with her hair out of her face and the gloves secure, she seems a little less like she's going to throw up or cry. maybe she's a bit wigged out still, but it'll pass.
she fiddles with the gloves, and then makes her way over to sit down on the bed.]
Um, sure. Sorry, I don't want to, like - do the whole only using you for my own gain thing, I hated when people did that to me. [but she also would rather talk about literally anything else than her station trauma at the moment, so business is as good of an escape as any.]
I actually have two questions. The first, um, though. Can I show you something and ask you if you recognize it at all?
[ oh! they look at the paper, and then they laugh. ]
Haha, oooohh, Gems must've taken this from somebody during a meeting... [ the voice is very much "oooooh someone's in trouble". ] Where'd you even find this?
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week 2, monday
when and where
and what i guess
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now and i guess my room if you want to come up here
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[ lup's not waiting too long! give it a minute or so, and then there's a knock on the door. aquila is being polite and not blooping in immediately. ]
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she opens the door, and then immediately makes an annoyed sound as her hair slowly melts down out of the hat.]
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...Y'know, there's a saying about people who say things, and then those things immediately happen...
[ 😬 ]
Can I help? Lemme help.
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Help how. [she says, shortly. it's probably pretty clear that her hair freaks her out - she's vibrating intensely.]
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anyway they, thankfully, immediately catch onto that. frowning, they edge into the room, gently pushing her back in, reaching to pull the door shut behind them. when they speak, their voice softens immediately, with a gentle urgency to it. ]
You want it hidden, right? Let's find a way to get it hidden. I've got you.
[ they reach up for her hands, if she'll let them take them to pull them away from near her the hat. even shadowy, theirs are still cold. ]
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they. just move their hands, up a little, to take them. they don't even hesitate to bridge the gap when she tenses, and they just step a little closer. the black wings at their back, which had been tucked close to their back fan outwards immediately, as if to block out prying eyes, to block out light.
they don't go any further to pull her hands away. instead, they just stay like that for a second, shadowy black palms against pale white bone, but the softness in that voice comes with conviction, too. ]
... it's alright, Lup. [ quietly, repetitive. ] It's alright.
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she's - embarrassed. nothing scares lup, nothing ever has. but she still has nightmares about the thing that made her this way, and when it manifests, it's a nauseating mix of horror and shame. it's alright, they say, and they're still mostly a stranger, and she mostly just feels like crawling under the bed and never coming back out again.
there's no control in this. there never is, in these games.]
It's not. [she says, voice terse.]
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Mm. [ the noise is quiet, agreeing. ] Situation's not. This, the hotel's - the shitty way it does stuff like this, that's fucking not.
[ the words come with a little less bite than their usual swears, but that quietly fierce intensity doesn't leave them. there's heat to it, like they're a little angry, but it's not with her. ]
... but you are. [ alright. ] This -- [ they don't let go, but their thumb sweeps briefly across one of her palms. ] --is temporary. It's just a stupid, cruel way to try and make you suffer. That doesn't mean it's you.
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she drags in a breath, finally, and struggles, between letting them see the emotional insecurity and trying to be cool. this is hard, for her. but she doesn't pull away, and she doesn't try to move, because not being connected somewhere is worse. she shudders, involuntary, when they brush a thumb across her palm, and looks away.]
Right. [she says, finally.] No, I - know that.
[she can't quite show a blush like this, but the way her ears are pressed back and the way she can't meet their gaze probably gets across the impression that she's embarrassed by losing her cool.]
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[ there's that quiet, insistent worry again, maybe even more so as she takes a deep breath and as she shudders, but they don't let go. too bad you finished that emotional vulnerability task already, huh?
she can see their veil shift a bit - they're looking up, maybe, but it returns back to its normal position, and they just stay that way, holding her hands gently in theirs, not faltering even an inch. something stable.
and with a little wryness, they say - ] I woke up this morning and thought I was losing my mind. Nearly stabbed myself with these on accident. [ a gentle click of the claws together. ] And that's just my reaction, let alone someone who's been through it already the way you were.
[ that temporary lightness there fades, though, and more solemnly and seriously: ]
... You want me to forget it, I'll forget everything second I leave this room. I'm pretty good at that. [ they say, and then, a little more - it's not quite hesitant, but a little tentative, like they're trying to find the right thing to say. ] ... but until then, will you let me help you?
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anyway, she keeps looking away.]
... Okay. [she sounds vaguely resistant still, stiff. she doesn't even feel like joking about it. poor aquila is doing their best.]
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they... huff, and after a moment, release her hands, letting her take them back if she'd like. something across their wings ripples, a strange, shivery motion, but they let it go, and reach into their sleeve, feeling around for something in the hammerspace.
maybe most noticeable of anything, is that they are not as jokey as usual, either. they seem a little - not angry, but frustrated under all of that worry, somewhere.
eventually, though, they come out with... a scarf! it's pretty, a dark blue color embroidered with stars, and they stay mostly quiet as they come back over and move to stand behind lup. she'll hear their wings flutter a bit so they hover off the ground enough that they can get a little height advantage and get to work helping to pull back her lava hair.
and it's a long moment before they speak again, but when they do, it's very quietly. ]
... Your question the other day. [ ... ] We've got a lot in common.
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her hair being out of her face helps. for the first time in a while, not being touched helps. if she doesn't have to look, she forgets it's there. that's the only way to get through this week.]
... I gotta be honest, I don't remember the question. [she says, finally.]
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[ they hesitate for a moment, as they're carefully combing their clawed fingers through the lava, pulling it back - working with it like the liquid it is, creating a container with the scarf to more or less pour it into.
there's a few more beats of quiet before: ]
... You asked me if I was dead. Figured, the least I could do is answer. [ no jokeyness about the third date, either. ] I am.
's not the same experience, but I - [ a brief pause, here, as they're pulling the makeshift hair lava turban scarf up carefully. ] ... you're not alone. 's all.
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Oh. [is all she says at first, but then the hair comes up off her neck entirely, and she glances at them over her shoulder carefully.]
... Well, it'd probably be pretty hard to replicate my circumstance exactly, for sure. [she says, absently.] Good to know.
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[ they agree, quieter. the light from the lava flickers a bit across their veil as they are tying the knot on the little scarf to make sure nothing escapes - she can catch a glint of their eyes, light refracting briefly across. ]
Lup, I -
[ ... they stop themselves, after that, and then shake their head, tying the knot. she has something like this now, but starrier. ]
... There's something else, too, but I don't think I can tell you that yet. Maybe another time.
[ as they land back down gently on one foot, they reach into their sleeve, and pull out something else - a pair of white gloves. ] Here.
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... Thanks. [she says, finally, taking the gloves. and as she's pulling them on:] Way to leave me hanging.
[but that's a little lighter. or she's trying, anyway.]
Tell me when you can, then, I guess.
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I will. I promise. [ a beat. ] Lemme know if you want to borrow any more clothes.
[ they seem a little less vibratey now too, as lup is starting to come down just a little. the wings at their back come down a bit, and they're able to return that little lightness with some levity of their own.
...anyway: ]
... You wanted to ask me about something, right? We can talk business, if you want.
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she fiddles with the gloves, and then makes her way over to sit down on the bed.]
Um, sure. Sorry, I don't want to, like - do the whole only using you for my own gain thing, I hated when people did that to me. [but she also would rather talk about literally anything else than her station trauma at the moment, so business is as good of an escape as any.]
I actually have two questions. The first, um, though. Can I show you something and ask you if you recognize it at all?
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[ that's a little bit wry, but, after a long moment, they'll come over too, though they don't immediately sit, holding out their hand. ]
Lemme see.
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but - after, she shows them this! a copy of it, anyway.]
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Haha, oooohh, Gems must've taken this from somebody during a meeting... [ the voice is very much "oooooh someone's in trouble". ] Where'd you even find this?
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