Of course he would. That is the sort of individual he is.
But that is precisely why it would be up to me. Even so, it was...
[he exhales a huff of a breath.]
Given everyone else's circumstances, it was too much of a risk to take sooner. There are too many people who are protected where I am not, and who will search for anyone else but one of theirs.
[and when that's the case for more than one group, and you're not part of any-- it's a lot riskier.]
...there were too few who would pursue my death compared to theirs, too, I suppose.
People do tend to pick off the ones who are alone. Always how it goes. 's why... y'know. Gotta make lots of friends.
[ aquila says this quietly, rumbly voice a little saddened. they fuss at the edge of their glove, now, pulling their hands out of their pockets just to have something to do, and listening to emet talk. ]
All that, and, it was three different victims. You guys only get nine hours - 's bullshit. [ not a lot of time to process a lot of evidence. they sigh. ] ...So. What're you gonna do, now?
...'m not sure about that. I mean, maybe, but... iunno. Maybe you were in your head about it more than you thought about some of 'em, at least.
[ there's a little softness to that - it's not quite a joke, but a faint humor of recognition. go make some friends, you big dummy, even if it's hard. ]
...but, at least overthinking'd help you make a plan for that, right? Take steps.
[well. the experience he has from the simulations room makes it easy to focus on an image, a place, his eyes closed. home, with all its tall, glittering buildings and spiraling spires.]
aquila makes a little noise as the dream space creates itself, evolving and molding. this sort of sight doesn't ever really get old; as emet-selch walks along, aquila moves to follow, looking up at the birds.
... they make him chuckle, a little. ] Ravens, huh?
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they look down, now, quiet for a long moment. ]
... I think he would've been more worried that you were hurt over anything else.
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But that is precisely why it would be up to me. Even so, it was...
[he exhales a huff of a breath.]
Given everyone else's circumstances, it was too much of a risk to take sooner. There are too many people who are protected where I am not, and who will search for anyone else but one of theirs.
[and when that's the case for more than one group, and you're not part of any-- it's a lot riskier.]
...there were too few who would pursue my death compared to theirs, too, I suppose.
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[ aquila says this quietly, rumbly voice a little saddened. they fuss at the edge of their glove, now, pulling their hands out of their pockets just to have something to do, and listening to emet talk. ]
All that, and, it was three different victims. You guys only get nine hours - 's bullshit. [ not a lot of time to process a lot of evidence. they sigh. ] ...So. What're you gonna do, now?
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[sometimes you vibe with people who already have their circle.]
... I do not know, yet.
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...'m not sure about that. I mean, maybe, but... iunno. Maybe you were in your head about it more than you thought about some of 'em, at least.
[ there's a little softness to that - it's not quite a joke, but a faint humor of recognition. go make some friends, you big dummy, even if it's hard. ]
...but, at least overthinking'd help you make a plan for that, right? Take steps.
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This is-- not death as it should be, or as I have ever known it to be. It is strange to acclimate to this.
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[ that's a little bit of a joke again, this time a little lighter. ] So, don't feel too bad about that.
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[it's weird as hell!]
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[ they would know! ]
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[why are bodies]
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...anyway. Beyond that, are you settling in okay? Your room's - it's you sized, right?
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[but. after a pause he adds:]
... I suppose I shall miss the previous one, however.
[the view of amaurot, the stars, the feeling that it was more like home.]
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[ they're frowning a little at that, actually, glancing around at the blank dream space. ]
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Even this [ a gesture at the dream space ] didn't happen right away.
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[ there's a little smile in their voice. ] And it's got its charms. Dreams can be anything you want 'em to be.
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[he glances around the space, considering.]
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[ they gesture out at the blank space. ]
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aquila's still there, hands folded behind his back, looking around. ]
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[a little more focus, a little more life into the scene-- tall, elegant trees here and there along the street, artfully shaped.
after another moment, he steps forward, wandering a little further down that path; there are birds in the trees, large ones with black feathers.]
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aquila makes a little noise as the dream space creates itself, evolving and molding. this sort of sight doesn't ever really get old; as emet-selch walks along, aquila moves to follow, looking up at the birds.
... they make him chuckle, a little. ] Ravens, huh?
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[his voice is a little quieter, there.]
I suppose I have some fondness for them, despite the trouble they are.
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'm fond of them, too. They're clever birds, aren't they? Probably why they're so much trouble.
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