You probably have a point. But the thing about death and justice and whatever is that no matter what happens you're gonna have to live with it. Even if you didn't find the right person, Alphinaud is still gone. Even if you aren't killing the right person tomorrow, someone is dying.
I'm not saying it's a bad thing to focus on that. But these are facts we have to face sometimes. It's sometimes just easier when you're a degree removed. You know?
I know we can't change anything about what happened to him, or what's going to happen tomorrow. But - I don't think that's a reason not to care. I'd rather do the right thing than the easy thing.
Oh. Yeah, I guess I can see how you'd interpret it that way. But think of it more like being removed enough to not let yourself go crazy. Not getting stuck thinking of "what if we did this instead" or "what if I had said that".
...Right. Like, the difference between letting it motivate you to try harder next time, and just letting it make you hesitate because you don't want to get it wrong again?
...shadows kinda do their own thing, Rupert. It's hard to say what actually happens if you don't find the right person. Maybe it leaves, maybe it doesn't. That's just further entertainment for the Nightman, don't you think?
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[he gives them a wave, though]
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You know. [rupert probably does not know?] What's up? How are things?
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[anyways.]
I think everyone could probably be doing better, after all that... I came to ask you the same thing.
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...I'm fine though. I wasn't on the clock today so it wasn't as bad as it would be if I was in there with you guys.
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You probably have a point. But the thing about death and justice and whatever is that no matter what happens you're gonna have to live with it. Even if you didn't find the right person, Alphinaud is still gone. Even if you aren't killing the right person tomorrow, someone is dying.
I'm not saying it's a bad thing to focus on that. But these are facts we have to face sometimes. It's sometimes just easier when you're a degree removed. You know?
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I know we can't change anything about what happened to him, or what's going to happen tomorrow. But - I don't think that's a reason not to care. I'd rather do the right thing than the easy thing.
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Apart from wanting to see how you were doing, though... I did have a question.
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Okay. Lay it on me.
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The hotel works in mysterious ways.
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