AUDIENCE FOR: Lup

[guestservices]

mostly void, partially stars.

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week 4, saturday

[guestservices]

[re: fuck fuckfu fck fuCK FUCK]

I understand.
What can I do for you right now?

[evocationary]

idnt
i dont
know

i need to ctm
calm down i cant let them see me like this

[guestservices]

Deep breaths, Lup.
One thing at a time.
What are you thinking?

[evocationary]

[no response for a long, long moment, and then:]

there's a fiffty fifty chance

[guestservices]

What are your pros and cons in believing that the fifty will be in your favor?

[evocationary]

theyre relying on me
they dont know they are but if i cant save her what good is this

[that's not a pros and cons list, lup.]

[guestservices]

The list, Lup.
Find something to focus on.
Concentrate on a direction.

[evocationary]

[another long silence.]

if i think its in my favor i get to sleep tonight
con is ill be fucked up tomorrow if it doesnt work

[guestservices]

...might I make a suggestion?
Perhaps you ought to reach out to Lepus to discuss this as well.
They're your manager or what-have-you, are they not?
I imagine they would be able to provide clarity...and go over additional details of your job's function.

[evocationary]

like
tonight?

additional
i
okay i guess



i still need to get a task from you
sorry i forgot jason was trying to
anyway

[guestservices]

Why not?
It may help.
There was a lot that happened recently.
But right. The task.
...show signs of affection in non-physical ways to three people.
You have a week, as usual.

[evocationary]

okay

okay.

are you
can i see you or are you busy

[guestservices]

No.
Where are you?

[evocationary]

bar but i cna go smth
somwher else
if you want

[guestservices]

Bar is fine.
I'll be there shortly.

[and true to their word, there's a swirl of shadows in the corner before gemini steps out and approaches her.]

[evocationary]

[she is definitely drinking, now. she's sitting at the piano with something supremely alcoholic, and when she sees them, she holds out her hand to them. come here please.]

[guestservices]

[they cross the room not-quite running, but it's quick and they settle next to her.]

...do you want to stay here?

[evocationary]

I don't know where else to go.

[at least here there's some music that she can try and lose herself in. she takes their hand.]

[guestservices]

There are plenty of places around the hotel and the Station both. But if you'd like to stay, then we will. [she can also have their hand. they will just hold it a little tightly.]

[evocationary]

... I don't know if it's a good idea for me to be in the Station tonight.

[she says, after a moment, but.]

I really want to play music. Is what I want.

[guestservices]

[they tilt their head.]

...have you gotten any better with the piano? Or is it still violin?

[evocationary]

I've gotten a little better, sure.

[... she puts her drink down, and just. plays this.]

[guestservices]

[they sit and they listen. as lup plays, they seem to settle in and listen patiently.]

...it's lovely, Lup. You've gotten much better.

[evocationary]

I just practice whenever I have nothing else to do.

[she's always been good at music.] ... Thanks.

[and she picks up her drink and downs the rest of it.

this might be why she is not freaking out like she was earlier.]

[guestservices]

There are far worse ways to spend your time. [...and there she goes, downing her drink. they say nothing about it though.] Even if it's a bit of happiness, it counts.