[she shoves her hands in her pockets, and stares out the window.]
We gave the UWU power enough to bring them to the station. We led them along for weeks. The endgoal, I think, was all of them needed to die. It wasn't exactly easy to talk to, so, like... we figured if we got all these people to indulge, and then eventually die, the essence they left behind would be enough for the UWU to finally give us our end of the deal.
But it started to get big. And the sinners noticed, but - when it came out with what we were doing, most of them? Most of them... didn't just let us stay fed to the thing instead.
Molly, and Harrow, and Zixi, Yuri, Sheila, all of them. They were angry, but... they gave us hope when we didn't have any.
[they knew this, reasonably, from all of the files but it's still different to hear it out loud.]
...a lot of people are inherently good. Even if there are several instances where people can and will be selfish. It all depends on what will be their breaking point. It seems to me that your sinners trusted all of you enough to believe the risk was worth taking.
Because...a lot of people are inherently good. People want to help others, especially when they know that there are other things at stake for them. Trust is a thing that can be broken, but...it's also an incredibly strong bond.
[. . .]
Our own priority is ensuring you fulfill your contracts. We are staff, and will be staff regardless.
No - no? What. No, I mean you're just prone to thinking you suck even when you don't. I could smell it in the way your memory worked. Just trust me on this.
they just kind of look away and kick a rock. goodbye pebble.]
...whatever. That's not...[it's not inaccurate, but it's also not quite accurate? god it's so fucking difficult to explain when SOMEONE DOESN'T HAVE THE SAME MEMORIES YOU DO.
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...tell me more about your sinners and how they changed things for you.
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We gave the UWU power enough to bring them to the station. We led them along for weeks. The endgoal, I think, was all of them needed to die. It wasn't exactly easy to talk to, so, like... we figured if we got all these people to indulge, and then eventually die, the essence they left behind would be enough for the UWU to finally give us our end of the deal.
But it started to get big. And the sinners noticed, but - when it came out with what we were doing, most of them? Most of them... didn't just let us stay fed to the thing instead.
Molly, and Harrow, and Zixi, Yuri, Sheila, all of them. They were angry, but... they gave us hope when we didn't have any.
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...a lot of people are inherently good. Even if there are several instances where people can and will be selfish. It all depends on what will be their breaking point. It seems to me that your sinners trusted all of you enough to believe the risk was worth taking.
And I'm glad they did.
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I don't know why they did, but I'm glad. I'm standing here because of them.
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[. . .]
Our own priority is ensuring you fulfill your contracts. We are staff, and will be staff regardless.
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What if you don't want to be staff anymore?
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It's my job, Lup. And it will be a job for as long as I can manage it.
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I don't like that answer.
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I do. [but she's unhappy about it. she won't argue, for now.]
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I'm sorry to disappoint you.
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[she says, ear flicking violently.] I worry. But it's not getting me anywhere at the moment, so I'm not going to bother you with it.
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[UGGGGGGGH.]
...you get what I'm trying to say.
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[she folds her arms.]
You're restricted. I get it. It's not you failing at something, though. Do you understand?
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Of course I understand that. [huff.]
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What on earth makes you think I'm incapable of understanding that? [they say. as gemini. and clearly no one else. memshare was a mistake actually.]
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Because I felt how you felt in your memory, you doof.
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[NOW THEY JUST SOUND CONFUSED but it's because they are, in fact, an idiot.]
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No - no? What. No, I mean you're just prone to thinking you suck even when you don't. I could smell it in the way your memory worked. Just trust me on this.
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they just kind of look away and kick a rock. goodbye pebble.]
...whatever. That's not...[it's not inaccurate, but it's also not quite accurate? god it's so fucking difficult to explain when SOMEONE DOESN'T HAVE THE SAME MEMORIES YOU DO.
in the end though...they concede.]
I get it. I promise I do.
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Okay. [...] Let's look around a bit more, okay?
[i'm releasing you from this thread but they can look around the campus and be sad ig]
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[easy agreement. they can look around campus and be sad and im officially leaving goodbye see you never.]