All I meant was that if it is causing you stress to have to find a way to do it, the peace you would have afterwards once the source of stress was removed would count as fulfilling the task. It was not meant to--
[this is the moment when flayn realizes she's ooc in her attempt at larping as virgo and buries her face in her hands.]
I hate this and I am sorry. If you don't want to take the easy out I just tried to give you, you don't fucking have to.
[ this acting. how did he not realize this was flayn sooner? after a moment, he sighs. ]
I will complete the task as given. It is not stressful, just... something I am unused to doing.
[ obviously. ]
I realize you were brusque with us in the beginning. But punishing and berating yourself is not atonement. [ he's not really talking about virgo threatening to vore them all. ]
[the fact that she managed to have literally everyone fooled until memshare week when dima saw her memory is astounding. i die every day about it.]
...well, yes. That was the point; people who are unused to relaxation are often the ones who need it most.
[er.]
I mean. It was meant to be a challenge.
[help.]
I am not punishing or berating myself - I am simply stating facts about who "Virgo" is. [and then, more ICly:] But if people want to fucking act like I'm helpful, they don't get to be surprised when I stab them in the back.
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[they seem surprised.]
All I meant was that if it is causing you stress to have to find a way to do it, the peace you would have afterwards once the source of stress was removed would count as fulfilling the task. It was not meant to--
[this is the moment when flayn realizes she's ooc in her attempt at larping as virgo and buries her face in her hands.]
I hate this and I am sorry. If you don't want to take the easy out I just tried to give you, you don't fucking have to.
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I will complete the task as given. It is not stressful, just... something I am unused to doing.
[ obviously. ]
I realize you were brusque with us in the beginning. But punishing and berating yourself is not atonement. [ he's not really talking about virgo threatening to vore them all. ]
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...well, yes. That was the point; people who are unused to relaxation are often the ones who need it most.
[er.]
I mean. It was meant to be a challenge.
[help.]
I am not punishing or berating myself - I am simply stating facts about who "Virgo" is. [and then, more ICly:] But if people want to fucking act like I'm helpful, they don't get to be surprised when I stab them in the back.
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I should very much like to slap you upside the head right now, Virgo.
[ he cares about flayn, but he is going to bite virgo like a rat at this rate. he refrains, though. ]
Let us move beyond this point. Were you still willing to consider a deal with me?
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...that depends on what the deal is.