AUDIENCE FOR: Butt Strife

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week 6, thursday

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[re: For the record, task is done.
Nicknamed Jason, Lup and Mikazuki.
I hated it. Thanks.]

what, gonna leave me in suspense and not even tell me what they were?
harsh, cloud
...considering what happened today ill let it slide
i kind of hate nicknames too
thanks for the report

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honey babe and old man
in that order

Never repeat this.

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haha
secrets safe with me
at least its done though
hows the neck?

[skyagain]

Better.
Then again, it has been a week. It's not at risk of popping back open at the slightest pressure anymore.

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always a plus
a week doesnt always mean anything but
its a good start
...hows lup?

[skyagain]

... Still freaked out, I think.
Her injuries aren't great, but they're stable now at least.

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understandable
ive heard those trips are pretty bad
glad to hear it though

[skyagain]

They're not great.
And not just physically, usually.
I was hoping she wouldn't go on a second one.

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shed probably say the same about you too
cant think of anybody whod willingly want to send people on those things
hopefully she can get some rest before whatever happens next
goes for you and jason too

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...Not sure. They're both pretty stressed out.
And you know what tomorrow is.

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yes
its a stressful situation for most people
you have to just wait and see if someone you care about is next
but at least you still have that hour before you fall asleep

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Sometimes it feels like that hour just stresses everyone out more.

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yes
but
at least you have it
just in case
i think maybe thats better than having nothing at all
but thats probably not my call to make

[skyagain]

...You're probably right.
Doubt anyone else thinks of it like that though.

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because too many people are worried about losing
instead of focusing on making the most with what they have
preemptive worrying maybe
or maybe i just think about this kind of thing too much

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Maybe you're too used to losing.

That sounds worse than I meant it.
Just.
It sounds like you almost expect it.

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murder hotel cloud
death is just another part of life
and its easier to at least think about that when you know the situation
but i know its not always that simple
never mind

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I wasn't judging.

I don't know. I just try not to think about it either way. There's no point.

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yeah
there probably isnt

[skyagain]

... Whatever happens we have to keep moving.
There's no point worrying before it happens.
That's what I mean.

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[there's a long pause.]

never said you shouldnt
thats a good way to think of it

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Yours isn't bad either.
Probably neither of ours are that common here though.

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there might be some overlap between how you think and how i think
so thats probably even more rare

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Probably.
Maybe it's a good thing.
Point of views or whatever.

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maybe
and maybe someday itll be easier to talk about them