[First of all:] Jay. [It's a correction and an offering, but not anything mean.] You can just call me Jay. [He'd say they could just call him Jason, but, well, when you spend two months burying people together in the dirt. You know.]
Pitting us against one another is what these games do. The week before, it would have been Diluc probably if we hadn't found Dimitri. Could have been Molly, but not when we're dominated by five of his friends, plus the rest he's made along the way. It isn't much different than the seven or eight swords from the island who could control how our game went. They moved as a unit, were loyal to each other.
[ ….weh. to all of this; their voice is soft, and they briefly pause in their food preparation. ]
…Jay, then.
[ that means a lot to them. they listen to the rest of his explanation, nodding slightly but resuming in their motions once more, pouring some oil into a pan. ]
I’m an employee. [ a pause. ] Nor am I one to stand out in a crowd, to say the least.
Unless you're a sociopathic jackass, [and even THEN looks at HARLEY] there is going to always be at least one person who cares about you. Probably more.
I think out of the three of us, we're going to have to learn to admit that. Uh. Maybe not right now, but. You know.
[ their sad little depression family kills me every single day
orion huffs something that might be a slight laugh, transferring ingredients over to the warm pan. the kitchen is starting to smell very good, now - aromatic and spicy. ]
...I wonder if perhaps that would be best left to the two of you. It's difficult to teach an old dog too many new tricks.
[ and orion do be old ]
That being said... I think perhaps I am better about it than I used to be. Being in these sorts of situations has had some benefit, despite everything.
[ a pause, and then, a little warmer. ] If nothing else, then, we can try.
[ they make a soft noise, a little amused. they probably will weasel out of it because jason will clearly forget who they are after like an hour of this being over that's how that goes when you're [redacted], but they do not say that. ]
... I see that you've grown a little. [ a tiny, tiny bit of teasing. ] There is something about being trapped together in a situation of life and death - perhaps even one where you die - that forces you to reconsider some of your viewpoints, isn't there?
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Pitting us against one another is what these games do. The week before, it would have been Diluc probably if we hadn't found Dimitri. Could have been Molly, but not when we're dominated by five of his friends, plus the rest he's made along the way. It isn't much different than the seven or eight swords from the island who could control how our game went. They moved as a unit, were loyal to each other.
[But anyhow.]
You're surprised people care about you?
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…Jay, then.
[ that means a lot to them. they listen to the rest of his explanation, nodding slightly but resuming in their motions once more, pouring some oil into a pan. ]
I’m an employee. [ a pause. ] Nor am I one to stand out in a crowd, to say the least.
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Unless you're a sociopathic jackass, [and even THEN looks at HARLEY] there is going to always be at least one person who cares about you. Probably more.
I think out of the three of us, we're going to have to learn to admit that. Uh. Maybe not right now, but. You know.
In the future.
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orion huffs something that might be a slight laugh, transferring ingredients over to the warm pan. the kitchen is starting to smell very good, now - aromatic and spicy. ]
...I wonder if perhaps that would be best left to the two of you. It's difficult to teach an old dog too many new tricks.
[ and orion do be old ]
That being said... I think perhaps I am better about it than I used to be. Being in these sorts of situations has had some benefit, despite everything.
[ a pause, and then, a little warmer. ] If nothing else, then, we can try.
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[Orion be old, but Jason is a brat. No escape. This is why Bruce and Al are always so done with him. Also? The food smells really fucking good.]
Hey, you should've met me when I was on the island. I was a real jackass. Mouthy. Mean. I trusted people twice as less than I do now.
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... I see that you've grown a little. [ a tiny, tiny bit of teasing. ] There is something about being trapped together in a situation of life and death - perhaps even one where you die - that forces you to reconsider some of your viewpoints, isn't there?
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A little. [Like maybe a millimeter in maturity. That's all.] Yeah, sometimes. I guess it really depends on the game.
Sometimes, they reinforce things instead of making you see them different.