[ he can at least be relieved that this memory has not been the one circulating the most, but he does feel a twinge of loathing at this weekly effect. exhausting. ]
... it is. If I had the chance to go back and pick a different option, to change anything, I wouldn't.
I owe him my life, in many ways, but it's - layered, I suppose, is the best way to put it. The things I do aren't because I seek to repay him what's owed.
I would give him the same kindness he gave me a thousand times, because I was grateful for it when I hadn't known any. But he deserves that kindness for being the person that he is. Beautiful and caring and human, which so many gods forget to be. And there are those that would ruin that goodness or mock his flaws.
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when they speak, there's an odd, almost muffled quality to their voice.]
I hope I didn't keep you waiting.
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i need to ask about vulpecula to get 4/4 but how tall is cetus compared to hua cheng? ]
Not long. I'm in no rush, though - this truly is intended to be free of hotel questions. More to get a feel for all of you, I suppose.
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Well, judge away, I suppose.
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I am quite good at that. Judging. [ he does it all the time!
anyways, he's clearly about to say something, but then the stardust attacks. ]
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they watch silently, and then, simply,]
That's quite the devotion.
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... it is. If I had the chance to go back and pick a different option, to change anything, I wouldn't.
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... Because you owe him, or because of who he is in his entirety? Or both, I suppose.
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I owe him my life, in many ways, but it's - layered, I suppose, is the best way to put it. The things I do aren't because I seek to repay him what's owed.
I would give him the same kindness he gave me a thousand times, because I was grateful for it when I hadn't known any. But he deserves that kindness for being the person that he is. Beautiful and caring and human, which so many gods forget to be. And there are those that would ruin that goodness or mock his flaws.
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I would imagine many gods forget what it's like to be "lesser". [...] He's lucky to have you.
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[ he's forgotten, sometimes. but he holds onto it anyways. ]
But I'm lucky to have him, so it's mutual, in the end.
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[one of mutual need or want.]
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