Because any pending tasks I have left outstanding means that I cannot provide heals to anyone else if they aren't completed, even if I am "recharged", so to speak.
it's difficult to say what they might be thinking, given that they're pausing to stare at her for a long time. but, after a great amount of hesitance, they sit down on the edge of the bed once more.]
Yes. I have had insufficient cuddles this whole weekend. I'm wilting. Thanos snapped.
[she reaches over to grab the hem of their uniform. but it's like under the blanket so she sort of just greg-wiggles her arm over and flops to touch it.]
but she manages to brush the hem of their uniform and they draw in a breath. it's slow, but eventually...they shift a little so that they're more comfortably seated on the bed with their back against the headboard so she can curl up against them.]
I find it hard to believe you've a shortage of people who would provide comfort to you. [it's more of an idle observation than anything.]
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Why sooner.
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[weh. okay.]
Okay, okay. I'll do it.
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Thank you.
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Thank you. I guess.
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...how else may I assist you this evening?
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...
[. . .
it's difficult to say what they might be thinking, given that they're pausing to stare at her for a long time. but, after a great amount of hesitance, they sit down on the edge of the bed once more.]
Is that...a real complaint?
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[she reaches over to grab the hem of their uniform. but it's like under the blanket so she sort of just greg-wiggles her arm over and flops to touch it.]
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but she manages to brush the hem of their uniform and they draw in a breath. it's slow, but eventually...they shift a little so that they're more comfortably seated on the bed with their back against the headboard so she can curl up against them.]
I find it hard to believe you've a shortage of people who would provide comfort to you. [it's more of an idle observation than anything.]
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I like having something that's just mine. [she says, quietly. and then, lighter:] But I bet you cuddle with all the other guests, don't you!
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Unsurprising. [but they pause for a moment.] ...you would be the first, and you will be the last, I believe.
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No other prospects, huh?
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You know that sounds super foreboding right.
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If I die, am I going to still be able to see you guys?
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I guess for the first time in a long, long time, I'm afraid to die.
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This is a hell of a time for me to have to go be emotionally vulnerable at people.
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[and maybe it will be good for her.]
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Chores, more like. [settles down.] ... Stay for a bit, okay?
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she falls asleep holding gemini's uniform hem. sorry about it, bud.]
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