[dryly]

For one, I'm not so much of a child that I'd get upset that my actions are working as intended.

[so they're not really secretly upset that people don't like them for being mean. that's a feature, not a bug.]

When you could die at any moment, you're better off saving your breath either for people useful to you or for those you know who'll stand by you. Staff like me doesn't fall under that.