Shut up, Todd. [it's soft, tired, a little older than they usually sound.] If it helps? You're probably in really good company. Like that's a good thing, actually.

[they pick at their gloves. shut up, the dirt is their home now. ]

...that's the thing about death. Most people don't think they're gonna come back, and when you do you're displaced and left with the memories of what happened before. Coming back to a world you don't really fit in anymore and you just have to figure out what's next.