[well lup doesn't have time to unpack all that last round so that's great.
she doesn't want this gun, she doesn't - want this, she tries to struggle out of the chair, but there's no escape from it. and then she sees into the incinerator, and she gasps:] -- Harrow!
[harrow - harrow in the incinerator, and her brother in front of her, and an impossible choice. she drags in a breath, looking at taako. at her heart, her soul. the person she couldn't kill for, let alone try to kill at all. the guilt feels heavy, and she can't breathe. it's overwhelming, and she has to close her eyes, briefly. when she opens them, she looks at her brother. does he recognize her?
... and then she looks down at the gun. if a trigger isn't pulled, the hostage will die. but the the sound of the revolver will open the door. is there a third option here? shinobu and joonghyuk can likely see the cogs turning in her brain as she works through it, and then --
without any warning, she brings the gun up to her own head and tries to pull the trigger.]
cw: suicide attempt
she doesn't want this gun, she doesn't - want this, she tries to struggle out of the chair, but there's no escape from it. and then she sees into the incinerator, and she gasps:] -- Harrow!
[harrow - harrow in the incinerator, and her brother in front of her, and an impossible choice. she drags in a breath, looking at taako. at her heart, her soul. the person she couldn't kill for, let alone try to kill at all. the guilt feels heavy, and she can't breathe. it's overwhelming, and she has to close her eyes, briefly. when she opens them, she looks at her brother. does he recognize her?
... and then she looks down at the gun. if a trigger isn't pulled, the hostage will die. but the the sound of the revolver will open the door. is there a third option here? shinobu and joonghyuk can likely see the cogs turning in her brain as she works through it, and then --
without any warning, she brings the gun up to her own head and tries to pull the trigger.]