[ the shield surprises her, but it doesn't stop her. she goes with it, taking it and running. she has no time to think about how this works because she needs to go to tsurumaru, and
she stops dead in her tracks.
this is what despair is, she thinks.
it has been so long since she's last seen her sister in the flesh. she knows kanae is dead. she knows kanae is dead. she knows kanae is dead, but shinobu reconstructed her entire personality in memory of kanae.
she doesn't want to hurt either of them. she can't. she shouldn't. she should. she's being tested, isn't she? ten times out of ten, she would choose kanae over anyone. over everyone, but she shouldn't be here. she shouldn't be here, and the promise she made to tsuru just a few days ago is bright in her mind. ]
Stop! Please stop!
[ it's a desperate cry she doesn't expect to be heard by either tsurumaru or kanae, but she so desperately wishes will be.
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she stops dead in her tracks.
this is what despair is, she thinks.
it has been so long since she's last seen her sister in the flesh. she knows kanae is dead. she knows kanae is dead. she knows kanae is dead, but shinobu reconstructed her entire personality in memory of kanae.
she doesn't want to hurt either of them. she can't. she shouldn't. she should. she's being tested, isn't she? ten times out of ten, she would choose kanae over anyone. over everyone, but she shouldn't be here. she shouldn't be here, and the promise she made to tsuru just a few days ago is bright in her mind. ]
Stop! Please stop!
[ it's a desperate cry she doesn't expect to be heard by either tsurumaru or kanae, but she so desperately wishes will be.
shinobu is fucking useless this round. sorry. ]