[ well... yeah, he considered it the only option because in the other option, bradley and jason would have died, and the spirit would have lost control of himself and wouldn't be able to be saved anyway, and that whole world would have just been set right back on its previous course of destruction. he guesses he technically saved that world like the hero he'd always wanted to be, but doing it with someone else's life still just makes him feel like crap.
there probably is something to be said for having to apply morality differently in that kind of situation, at least... he'd said before that he couldn't compare whatever people like dimitri who were fighting wars did in their worlds to what he did in his. knowing that doesn't do much to stop that scene from playing over and over in his head, though.
he sips his tea... and finally sighs. ]
I always feel like I am, but then I just make new ones... a-and even back home where I was supposed to know everything, I was suddenly getting stuff wrong all the time...
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there probably is something to be said for having to apply morality differently in that kind of situation, at least... he'd said before that he couldn't compare whatever people like dimitri who were fighting wars did in their worlds to what he did in his. knowing that doesn't do much to stop that scene from playing over and over in his head, though.
he sips his tea... and finally sighs. ]
I always feel like I am, but then I just make new ones... a-and even back home where I was supposed to know everything, I was suddenly getting stuff wrong all the time...