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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-25 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ the vaguest part of that is the part she's most curious about but! it's not like! they can just talk openly about things! SO!!!! ]

... If it works like it did in the Realm, whoever's got Xie Lian's role is doing a good job.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-25 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Sure.

[ except she doesn't really know what to talk about because she's pretty single-minded when it comes to goals and Figuring Out Bad Situations?? help.

... she feels like she's not supposed to tell them this but she thinks it's kind of funny and it's all she can think of, so: ]


Think everyone on my side is gonna fight, today.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-25 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
Me too.

[ whether she means gemini joining them or that she wanted to... is unclear. do you ever think about how clementine was a smart, well mannered child once and in an ordinary world would not have grown up to be a jock?

but alas. ]


I dunno. Gotta pass the time somehow. Souji gets more into it than anyone else.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-25 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
It surprised me the first time.

[ he's previously ill housewife, why is he brawling!!! ]

Sounds fun. Don't know if the people sending me spare tickets would be thrilled, though.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-26 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Not much. I know he used to be sick, from seeing his memories. I figure he's not from the safest place.

[ and then, joking?? ]

And I know that he doesn't want to come home with me.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-26 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been talking to people.

[ JEEZ. anyway she. hesitates for a second. ]

It's definitely better than before. [ 'but.' ]
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-26 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
It's fine. I'm over it.

[ debatable. ]
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-27 12:42 am (UTC)(link)
Mostly.

It's not like I can do anything about it, anyway.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-28 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Gotta pass the time somehow.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-28 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ well she's technically here on a mission to distract them, so it's not like she's in a hurry to go. ]

"Leaving" is probably an obvious answer, huh?
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-28 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
[ hmm. a bit of a pause. she's already talked to people about this and kind of come to terms with it, but it's still hard. ]

... I think I want to go somewhere new, after all. Another world. With AJ and all the others.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-28 08:56 am (UTC)(link)
Not enough. I just - thought I could make things better, but after this I don't want any more risks. I want somewhere safe for all of them.

[ ... ]

But it's a lot. Finding somewhere like that, where I can take care of all of everyone. [ how do you ask someone to house and feed you and like almost 10 other kids? ]