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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-14 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ no. this is pretty much exactly why clem called them here. what, you think she wants to talk about how the graveyard knocked out virgo and let qi rong loose just because they were curious about a locked door? hard pass. ]

Of course. That was probably one of the best nights I've ever had.

[ so when she closes her eyes, it's easy to reshape the dream into a vague approximation of it. the details are a little... blurry. maybe some of them are even closer to the party today that she'd been watching from the graveyard, because like i said. a little jealous. ]
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-14 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ listen, she heard that the others already told them about it and doesn't have any news, so do we really need to talk about silly mistakes!! no!!!

and of course, she takes their hand. ]


But there were a lot of them. [ good nights. ] Days, too. Even when things were stressful.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-14 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ much better. she goes along with this easily. even if she doesn't have too much experience with dancing, it's just... swaying, mostly? so it's fine. ]

You're probably right. People need good stuff to make up for the rest or they'll lose it. Even if it's just a little bit of good.

And the castle was cool. Like a dream come true from when I was little. But... I liked the boardwalk more, too. The lights at night were so pretty.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-15 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she just like. looks away briefly at the mention of cleaning up the mansion. most of their improvements got trashed by qi rong soooooooo. ]

After this dance.

[ and, hmm... ]

I wonder why. Isn't it weird that they can go there at all, since it wasn't a real place to begin with?
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-16 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ as they should. ]

Then it's even weirder they can't go everywhere, right? There are still people on that side who should remember it.

[ she assumes if it's drawing from memories, it's drawing from people who are still alive. ]
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-16 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
I was counting you.

[ but who knows. ]

... The field trip we got pulled into seemed like it was from Sieghart's memories, so we know at least some stuff is from us, even on the other side. But maybe those short trips are different.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-17 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
Probably not, but I'll tell you anyway. The short version, at least. I don't think there was anything... Useful in there.

[ hmm. ]

But we had to drink blood and it made us stronger. And then we had to fight people we knew, from here and from home. And each other. We just kept dying and coming back.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-17 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
It was from a pool, though, not someone's neck.

[ so it's... probably different??? ]

For me it was Cloud. Then I needed the others to kill me. Then Lee. Then Sieghart.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-17 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ she's really good at romance don't worry.

also this is the first time i've really thought about it but lup is probably the only reason clementine understands the term 'final boss' too. ]


Yeah, basically. We, uh. Didn't win.
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-17 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
He killed us. It was quick. All the times we died that day were pretty fast.

[ it's less traumatizing if it's fast, right ]
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[personal profile] stillnot 2022-07-18 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
It makes it a little better.

[ a slow death would be worse you can't argue that ]