[ even with their memories the same it still really feels like they can't talk to each other. not the same way. not from the same page, and not as openly.
and even saying that seems kind of hard. or maybe just depressing.
so she just reaches for their hand again, frustrated. ]
But nothing. [...] I still can't really...but more than I can over there. This is a dream, right? So...so there's more I can do here because it's different.
[so yeah. they can't openly talk or brainstorm or even work together the way they used to, but they can try to at least be themselves a little more.]
that is to say. this is someone who is a giant sap, and so hearing that kind of really takes all of the wind out of their sails for the time being.]
...I miss you all the time. Ever since you got here, and even before that. [because literally not being able to tell her when he they knew she was worried about stuff and also dealing with a bunch of au versions of people she was close with.]
I'm not gone yet. So just talk to me however you want or feel like you can. [they tilt their head.] You've kinda gotten pretty good at reading me when there's stuff I can't say anyway.
[ and honestly she's getting tired of being depressed about it so instead she's kind of defaulting to being annoyed. not even at them, just - the situation. ]
... But if there's a way I can help everyone out, I do want to. Even if I have to needle things out of you.
Yeah, okay, and if you'll recall last time you're the one who came up with that loophole in the first place. So I guess I'll have to leave that to you again.
because she trusts them when they're themselves! implicitly! but it's kind of hard to know exactly how in control of themselves they are, in this place. at the very least, when they're outside of the dream suite? ]
[luckily it's been several weeks, and they're aware of the position they're in so they aren't offended when she doesn't really respond beyond that.]
That's all that matters then.
[she doesn't have to fully trust them. maybe it's better if she didn't, consider the circumstances. but as long as she's aware of how they feel still maybe that's enough.]
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[ even with their memories the same it still really feels like they can't talk to each other. not the same way. not from the same page, and not as openly.
and even saying that seems kind of hard. or maybe just depressing.
so she just reaches for their hand again, frustrated. ]
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But nothing. [...] I still can't really...but more than I can over there. This is a dream, right? So...so there's more I can do here because it's different.
[so yeah. they can't openly talk or brainstorm or even work together the way they used to, but they can try to at least be themselves a little more.]
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But it still feels like I miss you.
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that is to say. this is someone who is a giant sap, and so hearing that kind of really takes all of the wind out of their sails for the time being.]
...I miss you all the time. Ever since you got here, and even before that. [because literally not being able to tell her when he they knew she was worried about stuff and also dealing with a bunch of au versions of people she was close with.]
I'm not gone yet. So just talk to me however you want or feel like you can. [they tilt their head.] You've kinda gotten pretty good at reading me when there's stuff I can't say anyway.
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[ and honestly she's getting tired of being depressed about it so instead she's kind of defaulting to being annoyed. not even at them, just - the situation. ]
... But if there's a way I can help everyone out, I do want to. Even if I have to needle things out of you.
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Needling. Right. I am apparently very difficult to talk to and a stickler for rules. [help.]
...I don't know what's going to happen to you guys on this side of things. But you're still here for now. [so. there's time.]
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So if that's what you have to say, sure. Guess that's something.
[ haha, this sure is backdated to before she found out her corpse is missing ]
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[clem your corpse!!!]
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The problem has always been I want to tell you too much. So I just have to be smarter about how to do it.
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really unfortunate pause!
because she trusts them when they're themselves! implicitly! but it's kind of hard to know exactly how in control of themselves they are, in this place. at the very least, when they're outside of the dream suite? ]
I know.
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That's all that matters then.
[she doesn't have to fully trust them. maybe it's better if she didn't, consider the circumstances. but as long as she's aware of how they feel still maybe that's enough.]