[ is this flavor or is this something I have to submit cause he would do this out of paranoia of it being real ]
I’m aware of this custom, but it has been long since I’ve practiced honoring the dead. [ … ] Outside of these games, I believed that caring for the dead is more for those grieving than the actual dead themselves.
[ Because outside of mgs people just die? Never come back without underhanded revival plans. ]
[sometimes you respect a person and you do feel marginally guilty you've disappointed them. niah licks the veil and aquarius sort of blinks, a hand coming up for more pets. it's okay, don't mind them.]
I think you guys are doing a good job leaving flowers and gifts on the graves themselves. But...I haven't, yet. There are a few people I've spoken to that have since left that I wouldn't have minded talking to a little more. Aikawa, for one thing. Rupert. But a lack of knowing people doesn't necessarily mean they deserve less. Everyone's important to someone else.
[literally you all have hostages, but also...people, here, are bound to get close to at least one or two others, if not a small group of their own.]
[ He thought this was the dead sulking. Niah accepts more pets. His fur is very fluffy today. ]
... There is nothing wrong with having your favorites. One person can't afford to care for everyone. [ Joonghyuk feels for people in this situation, but everyone has limits. ] We can burn some letters.
[maybe the dead are also sulking, that's hard to say.]
Of course not. [idly. they agree, everyone has favorites...but they don't really elaborate and look up at him from under the veil.]
Who would you like to burn them for? You could also just...write them and then decide what to do. Some people decide it's better to hold onto them themselves. And some people change what they want to say before then.
[ i meant that they are sulking over the dead topic stop ]
... I mostly spoke with Aikawa, Rupert, and Kaeya Alberich. While the others aren't unpleasant, writing to them when we barely interacted comes off as insincere.
[ He doesn't want charity so he thinks others don't, either. ]
Fair enough. [they don't seem to disagree at all. it makes sense to them.]
Hey, I can appreciate someone with a strong resolve, but you never know. There are...things I've done that I may have changed later. I try to be better about it now. But okay. We can write and burn letters for them. I've got a lighter.
[they reach into their pocket and pull out a starlight-brand lighter to show him. ]
We do have the capability to obtain small items as guests need them. Some of you like to smoke, so I've kept it on me. Unfortunately I can't give it away for keeps.
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I’m aware of this custom, but it has been long since I’ve practiced honoring the dead. [ … ] Outside of these games, I believed that caring for the dead is more for those grieving than the actual dead themselves.
[ Because outside of mgs people just die? Never come back without underhanded revival plans. ]
I’m guessing there’s nothing on my pocket watch.
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A shame. [but they don't seem to push it.] It's just a suggestion, don't worry about it.
[this is. the second time they've failed in this conversation and they seem to sulk themselves.]
Not yet. It's...we have a lot of backlog after everything that's happened in the last couple of weeks. But I haven't forgotten.
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His shoulders drop a bit while Niah gives Aquarius a lick on… the veil??? ]
Who would you bring offerings to here? [ … ] Have you already done it.
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I think you guys are doing a good job leaving flowers and gifts on the graves themselves. But...I haven't, yet. There are a few people I've spoken to that have since left that I wouldn't have minded talking to a little more. Aikawa, for one thing. Rupert. But a lack of knowing people doesn't necessarily mean they deserve less. Everyone's important to someone else.
[literally you all have hostages, but also...people, here, are bound to get close to at least one or two others, if not a small group of their own.]
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... There is nothing wrong with having your favorites. One person can't afford to care for everyone. [ Joonghyuk feels for people in this situation, but everyone has limits. ] We can burn some letters.
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Of course not. [idly. they agree, everyone has favorites...but they don't really elaborate and look up at him from under the veil.]
Who would you like to burn them for? You could also just...write them and then decide what to do. Some people decide it's better to hold onto them themselves. And some people change what they want to say before then.
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... I mostly spoke with Aikawa, Rupert, and Kaeya Alberich. While the others aren't unpleasant, writing to them when we barely interacted comes off as insincere.
[ He doesn't want charity so he thinks others don't, either. ]
I usually don't change my mind.
[ Sometimes! You're just stubborn. ]
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Hey, I can appreciate someone with a strong resolve, but you never know. There are...things I've done that I may have changed later. I try to be better about it now. But okay. We can write and burn letters for them. I've got a lighter.
[why.]
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Why.
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[listen.]
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[ Just so he understands here. ]
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We do have the capability to obtain small items as guests need them. Some of you like to smoke, so I've kept it on me. Unfortunately I can't give it away for keeps.
[so. sort of. ]
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[ He’s expecting them not to tell him, but he asks, anyway. ]
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[do you have something against cigarettes, yjh?]
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[ Yeah! They make you weaker! But as he thinks about it maybe that’s better for him if people around him have withering lungs. ]
We can go.
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Come on. Do you have stuff to write letters with?
[they can go.]
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[ Is that enough... They can go. ]
You can provide for yourself?
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Will you be writing something for all of them?
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[ Aquarius can watch him write “how could you die pathetically?” onto an empty page in his notepad. ]
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they just kind of snort.]
Tell them how you really feel. [WHY.]
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[ HE’S MAD that KAEYA DIED? ]
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Hey, I never said it was bad. You can feel that way. Better to be honest.
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For Aikawa: "I will remember you as you wanted."
Then Rupert: "You will return."
These are nicer, at least? ]
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